Todays Question: Have you Looked in the Mirror Lately?

REFLECTIONS

"HAVE YOU LOOKED IN THE MIRROR LATELY?"

Why does this sound familiar?

"HAVE YOU LOOKED IN THE MIRROR LATELY?"

Why would it be any different?

"HAVE YOU LOOKED IN THE MIRROR LATELY?"

How could so much have gone so fast?

"HAVE YOU LOOKED IN THE MIRROR LATELY?"

How could you take so much?

"HAVE YOU LOOKED IN THE MIRROR LATELY?"

Why did I give so much

"HAVE YOU LOOKED IN THE MIRROR LATELY?"

When will I learn to stop?

"HAVE YOU LOOKED IN THE MIRROR LATELY?"

What can make this stop?

"HAVE YOU LOOKED IN THE MIRROR LATELY?"

Some things will never change

"HAVE YOU LOOKED IN THE MIRROR LATELY?"

The past will stay the same

"HAVE YOU LOOKED IN THE MIRROR LATELY?"

But can I go on like this...

"HAVE YOU LOOKED IN THE MIRROR LATELY?"

without a mirror
or and answer?

"HAVE YOU LOOKED IN THE MIRROR LATELY?"

my mom thinks i'm repressing shit...

she thinks talking to her will help-
maybe I should tell her about the blog-
it might make her feel better...if it makes me feel better...if it does?





fuck you
yeah, i did- and that fucked up everything
so i was fucked
now i'm fucked up
i got screwed
and you just got off
got up
the end
and i'm still fucked up

Little Miss bipolar

I miss the people who knew me then-
and continue to love me...
I lost the ability to find people like that- or did I lose what I need to find them?

I miss the feeling I got when I looked in the mirror and my reflection was jealous-
because I loved what I saw looking back...
I lost the beauty that I used to see- and closing my eyes doesn't help anymore-sometimes the inside looks even worse...

I miss having anyone to turn to-
and not explain whats wrong; but get comfort just because I'm crying- and always crying, except when I am comfortable...
I lost the luxury of comfort, I don't know the way to turn...I think I am going the wrong way-
behind me is a dead end too...

I'm sad that I am so happy sometimes (most times)

it's makes it so easy to forget
the memories
of times shared
when people cared
when I was there