call an ambulance

Lying on the bed
carry me to my zone
you know i'm not comfortable here
you know i don't like to lie alone
can you hear me crying?
can sense my tangible needing?
can you feel my sqirming?
can you taste the salt of my fresh bleeding?
cut deep inside
while a smile gleams the facade of ephemeral pride
it's too easy to hide
when you don't...
or you just won't...
or maybe you can't...
be there for me
so just rest easy,
and leave it to chance,
but just in case-
call an ambulance